Thomas Sharpe (
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Where there's tea, there's hope.
Thomas tried not to be nervous. It was silly to indulge in that, wasn't it? It was just a nice afternoon tea, with a lovely woman. He should be practiced at this; it should feel like old hat.
But that was the thing: it wasn't, really. Edith had been the first choice he ever made, the first woman he ever pursued because he liked her. And now here he was again, about to spend time with someone he genuinely liked, that he was interested in by virtue of the fact that-- well, he was interested. And that meant sincerity, and sincerity meant vulnerability, and--
No, he would not get wound up about this. He wouldn't be an anxious mess - Greta deserved a lovely afternoon, and he would endeavor to give her one. His favorite teahouse was decorated for the season, and he'd gotten them a table in a cozy corner between the fireplace and a window. Since it was afternoon tea, they had a lovely assortment of sandwiches and desserts available for them to have at their leisure.
He'd dressed... nicely, but not overly fancy. It wasn't high tea, after all, and even if it was, modern tea service was quite different than what he remembered. No gloves required. A waistcoat and no proper jacket seemed appropriate.
As soon as he saw Greta walk in, Thomas rose from his seat and remained standing as she was guided to the table by the hostess.
But that was the thing: it wasn't, really. Edith had been the first choice he ever made, the first woman he ever pursued because he liked her. And now here he was again, about to spend time with someone he genuinely liked, that he was interested in by virtue of the fact that-- well, he was interested. And that meant sincerity, and sincerity meant vulnerability, and--
No, he would not get wound up about this. He wouldn't be an anxious mess - Greta deserved a lovely afternoon, and he would endeavor to give her one. His favorite teahouse was decorated for the season, and he'd gotten them a table in a cozy corner between the fireplace and a window. Since it was afternoon tea, they had a lovely assortment of sandwiches and desserts available for them to have at their leisure.
He'd dressed... nicely, but not overly fancy. It wasn't high tea, after all, and even if it was, modern tea service was quite different than what he remembered. No gloves required. A waistcoat and no proper jacket seemed appropriate.
As soon as he saw Greta walk in, Thomas rose from his seat and remained standing as she was guided to the table by the hostess.
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He supposed it was, after a fashion.
Thomas gave them a moment to just attempt to recover, holding onto each other across the table.
"At least it's finally starting to feel like winter again," he said, when he was sure his voice would be a bit more composed.
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She isn't entirely expecting him to play along, so when he does speak, there's a perilous moment where she almost starts giggling afresh. But she swallows, gives his hand a gentle squeeze, and withdraws so she can take a fortifying sip of her tea.
"It is nice," she agrees, managing to sound almost normal. "I didn't think I'd miss snow very much, but they're so much better about clearing it away, here. You can just appreciate how pretty it looks without having to slog through it all the time."
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They went through nearly two pots of tea and, between the two of them, managed to clear the tiered tray between them.
Thomas smiled and looked down at his cup; at some point, he'd leaned forward on the table, a way of being closer.
"Ah, I hope you don't think this is terribly forward. But Magnus Bane is throwing a party for the holiday season, and I was wondering if you would care to accompany me."
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That particular hang-up returns full force when he invites her to Magnus Bane's holiday party. She received the invitation as she had all the others -- and, like all the others, she'd assumed the proverbial 'everyone' didn't include her. 'Everyone' was invited to the King's Festival, too; that didn't mean everyone presumed to go.
"I--" she huffs out a laugh and sits back, shaking her head in bewilderment. "I've never been to one. They're not..."
How does she even explain this? He's probably been on the guest list of every party within a hundred miles, back in his world. Baronets go places that Bakers never would. For a moment, she almost resents the invitation, no matter how well-intentioned it might be, because now she has to do this. She has to bloody well spell it out for him, when it's something that, frankly, he should already know.
"They're not for the likes of me," she explains, cheeks prickling. "'Everyone' never really means everyone."
Even as she says it, a small part of her objects that she's not being fair to Magnus; they get on well enough, and she can't imagine he'd turn her away at the door. But still.
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"Given the sheer attendance size, I doubt he even manages to socialize with everyone at these events. And they really are great fun, I've not been disappointed yet. And it would be... rather nice to have someone to share that with."
He did alright for himself even when he attended alone, but. He was asking none the less.
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And it's not the magic that puts her off, either. It's just that grand parties have always been things she imagined attending. In her imagination, she can't wear the wrong thing or fumble the dance steps or otherwise make a fool of herself, revealing to all and sundry that she's a--a peasant with no actual business in such a setting. In her imagination, it can't all go wrong.
She really, desperately doesn't want things to go wrong with Thomas.
And his comment about wanting to 'have someone to share that with' is so charming it's almost infuriating. How is anyone supposed to say no to that?
"I have nothing to wear," she objects, but it's clear from both her tone and her expression that she's faltering.
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And he would seek to match her effort, of course, whichever direction Greta wanted to go in.
"You don't have to answer right away if you'd rather think about it," he added, not wanting her to feel cornered into giving him an answer right then.
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Things are different here, aren't they? She's still working class, but so are most people. Coming to Darrow tends to be something of an economic equalizer. And if she can't quite shake her own class-related insecurities, she's not oblivious; she knows most other people don't share them. Look at Biffy: he's every bit as well-mannered (and well-dressed) as Thomas, but he's never been anything but kind to her, and she's never really considered herself unworthy of his friendship.
He could probably help find her something to wear, now that she thinks about it.
"No," she says in resigned response to Thomas's insistence that she could think about it. She could pretend to think about it, but all she'd really be doing is fretting over the decision she's already made. Belatedly realizing he might take that 'no' as a general rejection, she bolts upright in her chair. "I mean--not 'no,' that I don't want to go at all, I... I would. Very much."
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"Wonderful," he breathed. "I-- the invitation said it was open to adults and children, so if you wanted Saoirse to join us, I would be delighted to escort both of you."
He didn't want her to think that Saoirse had to be left out on his account. He thought the silent little girl was rather charming.
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On the other hand, she knows what a convenient buffer children can be. It feels like the nearest thing they could get to being chaperoned, and she can't help but wonder if this is an exceedingly gracious willingness to include her young charge -- further reassurance that Saoirse isn't a problem -- or an attempt to keep things from getting too... improper.
And it's not as if she can really fault him for wanting to, what, progress at some sort of rational pace? She's the one getting ahead of herself. She should be thanking her lucky stars (or perhaps just Mad Sweeney) for every moment she gets with him, not chomping at the bit, in pursuit of more than he's willing to offer.
"I'm sure she'd love to come along," she says, hoping her smile isn't coming across as rueful. "And I'm sure Magnus would be thoroughly unimpressed if I left her at home. He's rather fond of her, as well."
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Thomas checked the time a bit ruefully. "Speaking of, though, I suppose I really ought not keep you longer." They had already been at the tea house for a few hours by that point, and the time had flown.
Unfortunately, it had been an afternoon date, and that meant Greta likely had obligations back home to attend to - particularly, a little girl waiting for her.
"I'll call you to coordinate everything, and I-- I hope you'd be open to meeting like this again."
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"Oh." She checks her phone, startled to realize just how much time has passed. It's not late enough that she has to leg it back home -- Saoirse won't be shivering on the front step or anything -- but she shouldn't linger much longer if she wants to beat the lass home without rushing. "Yes. She'll be getting home from school soon."
It's a pity. She hadn't known what to expect, going in, and she hadn't been certain of his intentions. But it's getting easier to believe that this is all sincerely meant. Whether he's slightly mental for being interested in her may be up for debate, but... god, he really does seem interested. It's unbelievable, and ridiculously flattering, and she'd really like to stay longer and just sort of bask in it, as if he's the walking embodiment of an unseasonably warm day.
She settles for a wide smile that she just barely keeps from turning into an outright silly grin. "I think I could manage that. We only tried one tea, after all." There, that's a much more measured response than what she's actually thinking, which would be something more like, God, yes, of course, you're dreamy and I can't believe you actually want to see more of me, I'd be completely bonkers to turn you down. At least she has some restraint.